Sunday, November 13, 2005
Yesterday went to attended a friend birthday party with Alex & gang..... then after that we headed down to Topz.... and while we're driving along some pubs at Tangong Pagar, my friend Rongyao shouted, "Hey, look! That's Jess!!!!" Everyone inside the car got "VERY EXCITED"
(Including me) and trying to look out for her!!!! Hahahaa..... actually she is my ex-gf of 7 FUCKING LONG YEARS!!!! Then Alex purposely make an U-turn(for me) and we went pulled over at the roadside. Don't know why, although we still chat over the phone or through msn but I still feel abit awkward as I step out of the car and walked towards her..... maybe it's because,
this is only the 2nd time that we bumped into each other since we broke off 3 years ago...... Hahahaaa.... it was like a "sudden gathering" from out of nowhere for everyone of us. Cause' all of us spend grew up, chilling out, party, fool around together when we're still young...... and no one even contact her back after we broke off. We left after a short conversation. Sighs.... while inside the car, many memories suddendly came alive from my dead brain...... resulting in many "What if", as those haunting memories been played back once again in my mind..... been thinking, many of us have been together for many many years since we're young and even got married...... but how come me & her can't be like the rest? Sighs....... maybe fate is playing with both of us! :(
Anyway, been happily drinking the night away after we reached Topz..... and perhaps Weiwei
thought that "something is wrong" with me after the "gathering"...... and she even volunteer to accompany drink me for the whole night! Hahahaa..... Aunty, I'm really gladful leh..... but hor!!!! I'm drinking so much because I'm HAPPY, OK??? & not because like what you guys have thought leh!!!! Nabei...... in the end, happy until I kissed a GAY lor!!!! Arrrgghhhh..... Pui!!!! Grace even took some pictures of me with that FUCKING GAY kissing together!!!!! Idiot...... don't think I will post those pictures up cause' it's too DISGUSTING!!!! Nitezzz~
~The Hardest Thing To Go Though Is Not The Results Of Disappointment..... Or The Pain of Losing Something...... It Is But The Agony Of Not Knowing Or Not Having An Answer As The Hardest~
After Topz, Baby called and I went down to Boat Quay to find her. Didn't even realised that we had not been seeing each other for 1 month plus...... until June told me!!!! Walau eh...don't know what am I doing actually..... luckily they never forget me and I got a BIG HUG from each of them when they saw me!!!! Hahahahaa..... Baby!!!! Don't worry lah..... maybe we can be "Colleague" soon and can see each other more often liao leh? ;p
Anyway, took some stupib pictures when I'm "High" at Topz......
Grace & Me...... What is that idiot Alex doing behind???
Eunice & Me.......
The 3 Of Us.......
~The Less You Guys Are Around.... Means There Are More Women For Me~
Sighs.... I know I'm complaining again.... but bo bian! Cause' I'm putting on weight AGAIN!!!! Arrghhh..... been eating non-stop and especially during at those weird weird time! What is having breakfast at 6.32 a.m. early in the morning without even sleeping for the whole night???!! Anyway, just send "her" home yesterday night.... but it seems that this stupib girl can't stay at home for long. Went out again after had dinner with friend. In the end, got herself drunk! While I went to meet my brother's at the "Big Carpark", and I received a "bad news"..... that is 1 of my "brother" had CANCER!!!! Sighs.... really speechless when all of us got the news but still have to "act blurr" cause' that brother of mine doesn't want anybody to know about his situation yet..... really feel that life are so fragile, no matter how strong or healthy they are.... and it's even worst, when we can't do anything about it!!!! Just watching helplessly as God take away my friends from me..... one by one....... Sighs.....
~Great Empires Do Not Fall..... They Crumble..... Brick By Brick.... Stone By Stone...... Until Nothing Is Left But Dust And Rubble~
Anyway...... past few days had been great!!!! Last friday met Chanel & Lynn at bugis.... after that, we went to Momo!!! At first, I thought we can't finish up the bottle of martell..... but in the end, WE DID!!! And plus a super kick waterfall too!!!! Hahahahaaa..... then Lynn said, she wanna listen to techno songs..... so we went over to Shanghai at 3plus. When we reached there..... I'm already quite "high" liao..... but we still ordered a bottle of martell again! Hahahaha..... don't know what that stupib Chanel was doing..... kept vomit non-stop, the moment she stepped inside the disco. And she went home without even getting her butt on the sofa!!!! In the end, left me and Lynn to ROT in Shanghai!!!! But eventually both of us also went off after awhile.......
Arghhh....... sunday was back at Shanghai with Chanel & Lynn again to finished up the balance..... luckily this time round, it's not so shiong. Alrite, let's cut the craps and look at some pictures that we took......
Lynnlynn & Me at "Club Momo"
That's Chanel & Me!!!!
~Lynnlynn & Chanel~
My 2 Lovely companion for the night!!!!
Okay Okay..... that's all folks! Gonna watch my soccer match loh..... Good Nightz!
~Love Is Accepting The Other Person Just As They Are And Just As They Are Not~
So much things had happened during all this while..... my elder brother wedding, alex birthday party etc!!!! Just having so much FUN!!!! Had been partying like there's no tomorrow for the past few weeks man.... just thinking of the smell of alcohol now makes me wanna puke!!!! You guys may be wondering, how come nowadays I'm so free to go party? Hahahaa..... ya, I had quitted my night time job because of some stupib reasons. And It's such a waste.... coz to me, though this job is quite "dangerous" and you have to handle those "stupib drunken cats" almost every night. But apart from all those shits..... it's still a very interesting job where you can see lots of interesting and funny sorts of people which you can't find during your normal 9-5 office jobs! And I also made quite alot of new friends too! Including BABES!!!! Hahahahaaa..... imagine those babes hitting out on you(Though I'm not handsome....) and insist on buying you drinks(Which I always deny) while you working and acting cool!!! ;p Since I got so "many lobang" while working at night life.... then how come I'm still so SINGLE & AVAILABLE???? Sighs..... I also don't know why..... maybe I'm just not a "player" in the game called "LOVE" And it seems to me that all good things don't last long~ So for the time being, I'm trying very hard to search for a new meaning in life. What is there to look forward to everyday, so that I won't be feeling so empty and lost at times....
Meanwhile just put down the phone with Chanel's friend..... what is this? Fancy calling a girl whom I don't know at all, just because we HAVE to "pakat" about something... and act as if we had known each other for a long time!!!! Hahahaa.... so paiseh sia...... but luckily her friend is quite chatty. If not, I think our "plan" will fail BIG TIME!!!! Hopefully by tomorrow evening, I can bring some "good news" to her...... *Pray hard*
Alright, that's all for now...... hope I can blog as often as possible since I'm quite free nowadays~
~You Don't Have To Prove One Wrong To Do What You Think Is Right~
nothing much happen to me except been working my ass off for every single day & night......
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While I'm typing out this post..... my phone rang!!!! Kanna called back to work on my OFF DAY!!!! Now you guys know why I seldom blog???!!! To be continue......
~The Path Of Hate Doesn't Lead To Satisfaction...... It Only Leads To More Hate~
Hahahahaa...... actually wanted to stick the cigarette in his mouth but his mum stop me~
Then later in the night.... Me, Weiwei & Mark hold a small celebration for the birthday boy at Devil's Bar. Reached there quite early, but also got drunk very early!!!! Hahahahaa...... just a bottle of black label, 1 jug of long island tea & afew cocktail is enough to "knock him out"!!!! It was only 1 plus, and the fun are just about to start but too bad, we left..... cause' he had already started vomitting by then!!!! Hahahaa.... at least, what I had plan to do to this birthday boy works...... and that is to "KNOCK HIM OUT"!!!!! ;p But that comes with a "heavy price" too...... HANGOVER~
~If You Live Each Day As If It Was Your Last...... Someday You'll Most Certainly Be Right~
Yesterday went to attended a friend birthday party with Alex & gang..... then after that we headed down to Topz.... and while we're driving along some pubs at Tangong Pagar, my friend Rongyao shouted, "Hey, look! That's Jess!!!!" Everyone inside the car got "VERY EXCITED"
(Including me) and trying to look out for her!!!! Hahahaa..... actually she is my ex-gf of 7 FUCKING LONG YEARS!!!! Then Alex purposely make an U-turn(for me) and we went pulled over at the roadside. Don't know why, although we still chat over the phone or through msn but I still feel abit awkward as I step out of the car and walked towards her..... maybe it's because,
this is only the 2nd time that we bumped into each other since we broke off 3 years ago...... Hahahaaa.... it was like a "sudden gathering" from out of nowhere for everyone of us. Cause' all of us spend grew up, chilling out, party, fool around together when we're still young...... and no one even contact her back after we broke off. We left after a short conversation. Sighs.... while inside the car, many memories suddendly came alive from my dead brain...... resulting in many "What if", as those haunting memories been played back once again in my mind..... been thinking, many of us have been together for many many years since we're young and even got married...... but how come me & her can't be like the rest? Sighs....... maybe fate is playing with both of us! :(
Anyway, been happily drinking the night away after we reached Topz..... and perhaps Weiwei
thought that "something is wrong" with me after the "gathering"...... and she even volunteer to accompany drink me for the whole night! Hahahaa..... Aunty, I'm really gladful leh..... but hor!!!! I'm drinking so much because I'm HAPPY, OK??? & not because like what you guys have thought leh!!!! Nabei...... in the end, happy until I kissed a GAY lor!!!! Arrrgghhhh..... Pui!!!! Grace even took some pictures of me with that FUCKING GAY kissing together!!!!! Idiot...... don't think I will post those pictures up cause' it's too DISGUSTING!!!! Nitezzz~
~The Hardest Thing To Go Though Is Not The Results Of Disappointment..... Or The Pain of Losing Something...... It Is But The Agony Of Not Knowing Or Not Having An Answer As The Hardest~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">11:49 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
After Topz, Baby called and I went down to Boat Quay to find her. Didn't even realised that we had not been seeing each other for 1 month plus...... until June told me!!!! Walau eh...don't know what am I doing actually..... luckily they never forget me and I got a BIG HUG from each of them when they saw me!!!! Hahahahaa..... Baby!!!! Don't worry lah..... maybe we can be "Colleague" soon and can see each other more often liao leh? ;p
Anyway, took some stupib pictures when I'm "High" at Topz......
Grace & Me...... What is that idiot Alex doing behind???
Eunice & Me.......
The 3 Of Us.......
~The Less You Guys Are Around.... Means There Are More Women For Me~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">8:48 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Sighs.... I know I'm complaining again.... but bo bian! Cause' I'm putting on weight AGAIN!!!! Arrghhh..... been eating non-stop and especially during at those weird weird time! What is having breakfast at 6.32 a.m. early in the morning without even sleeping for the whole night???!! Anyway, just send "her" home yesterday night.... but it seems that this stupib girl can't stay at home for long. Went out again after had dinner with friend. In the end, got herself drunk! While I went to meet my brother's at the "Big Carpark", and I received a "bad news"..... that is 1 of my "brother" had CANCER!!!! Sighs.... really speechless when all of us got the news but still have to "act blurr" cause' that brother of mine doesn't want anybody to know about his situation yet..... really feel that life are so fragile, no matter how strong or healthy they are.... and it's even worst, when we can't do anything about it!!!! Just watching helplessly as God take away my friends from me..... one by one....... Sighs.....
~Great Empires Do Not Fall..... They Crumble..... Brick By Brick.... Stone By Stone...... Until Nothing Is Left But Dust And Rubble~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">12:23 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Anyway...... past few days had been great!!!! Last friday met Chanel & Lynn at bugis.... after that, we went to Momo!!! At first, I thought we can't finish up the bottle of martell..... but in the end, WE DID!!! And plus a super kick waterfall too!!!! Hahahahaaa..... then Lynn said, she wanna listen to techno songs..... so we went over to Shanghai at 3plus. When we reached there..... I'm already quite "high" liao..... but we still ordered a bottle of martell again! Hahahaha..... don't know what that stupib Chanel was doing..... kept vomit non-stop, the moment she stepped inside the disco. And she went home without even getting her butt on the sofa!!!! In the end, left me and Lynn to ROT in Shanghai!!!! But eventually both of us also went off after awhile.......
Arghhh....... sunday was back at Shanghai with Chanel & Lynn again to finished up the balance..... luckily this time round, it's not so shiong. Alrite, let's cut the craps and look at some pictures that we took......
Lynnlynn & Me at "Club Momo"
That's Chanel & Me!!!!
~Lynnlynn & Chanel~
My 2 Lovely companion for the night!!!!
Okay Okay..... that's all folks! Gonna watch my soccer match loh..... Good Nightz!
~Love Is Accepting The Other Person Just As They Are And Just As They Are Not~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">1:52 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
So much things had happened during all this while..... my elder brother wedding, alex birthday party etc!!!! Just having so much FUN!!!! Had been partying like there's no tomorrow for the past few weeks man.... just thinking of the smell of alcohol now makes me wanna puke!!!! You guys may be wondering, how come nowadays I'm so free to go party? Hahahaa..... ya, I had quitted my night time job because of some stupib reasons. And It's such a waste.... coz to me, though this job is quite "dangerous" and you have to handle those "stupib drunken cats" almost every night. But apart from all those shits..... it's still a very interesting job where you can see lots of interesting and funny sorts of people which you can't find during your normal 9-5 office jobs! And I also made quite alot of new friends too! Including BABES!!!! Hahahahaaa..... imagine those babes hitting out on you(Though I'm not handsome....) and insist on buying you drinks(Which I always deny) while you working and acting cool!!! ;p Since I got so "many lobang" while working at night life.... then how come I'm still so SINGLE & AVAILABLE???? Sighs..... I also don't know why..... maybe I'm just not a "player" in the game called "LOVE" And it seems to me that all good things don't last long~ So for the time being, I'm trying very hard to search for a new meaning in life. What is there to look forward to everyday, so that I won't be feeling so empty and lost at times....
Meanwhile just put down the phone with Chanel's friend..... what is this? Fancy calling a girl whom I don't know at all, just because we HAVE to "pakat" about something... and act as if we had known each other for a long time!!!! Hahahaa.... so paiseh sia...... but luckily her friend is quite chatty. If not, I think our "plan" will fail BIG TIME!!!! Hopefully by tomorrow evening, I can bring some "good news" to her...... *Pray hard*
Alright, that's all for now...... hope I can blog as often as possible since I'm quite free nowadays~
~You Don't Have To Prove One Wrong To Do What You Think Is Right~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">4:09 AM
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
nothing much happen to me except been working my ass off for every single day & night......
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While I'm typing out this post..... my phone rang!!!! Kanna called back to work on my OFF DAY!!!! Now you guys know why I seldom blog???!!! To be continue......
~The Path Of Hate Doesn't Lead To Satisfaction...... It Only Leads To More Hate~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">12:08 AM
Monday, July 18, 2005
Hahahahaa...... actually wanted to stick the cigarette in his mouth but his mum stop me~
Then later in the night.... Me, Weiwei & Mark hold a small celebration for the birthday boy at Devil's Bar. Reached there quite early, but also got drunk very early!!!! Hahahahaa...... just a bottle of black label, 1 jug of long island tea & afew cocktail is enough to "knock him out"!!!! It was only 1 plus, and the fun are just about to start but too bad, we left..... cause' he had already started vomitting by then!!!! Hahahaa.... at least, what I had plan to do to this birthday boy works...... and that is to "KNOCK HIM OUT"!!!!! ;p But that comes with a "heavy price" too...... HANGOVER~
~If You Live Each Day As If It Was Your Last...... Someday You'll Most Certainly Be Right~
[Lonely James] -all right reserves- ">12:17 AM